Ambition

Alright, i have made up my mind.. imma go UniSIM later after work and submit my "Application"

I can ride in PY cab and she will drop me there, hehe.. thanks PY

Alright the reason why i am going ahead to apply is PY told me that i can still withdraw the offer if i don't wanna go for July intake and work things out with them and see whether they can put me to Jan intake

Well, i don't really have high hope too.. as today is the "last" day of the intake exercise and as you know they do it on a first come first serve basis.. so well, finger cross..


This few days i have come across a few blogs that do super gorgeous nails..
Petit Nail House
Thistlebelle Nail Boutique

All graduated from "PINKROOM"

I have always in love with nail arts and from the pics that they do for their customer is like super gorgeous lah!!

Imagine you got to see and do pretty nails everyday, it keeps me motivated..

I always wanted to learn that and this have always been in my mind

And reading and seeing what they do and enjoy, it make me motivated to take up the course and be a manicurist.. no kidding..

But still.. now my priority will still be to further my studies then maybe after that i might take up nail course just for my hobby..

Or maybe after that i can do my own small business, hehe..

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Should I??

Was talking to PY abt her study and told her that i also wanted to

Straight, she told me that the entry for July is open and check the webby is open til today

She talk me into applying online and i have filled up my application.

Total course fee with subsidize is $25, 920 with honours degree

She even help me calculated per month i have to pay $500+ for 4 yrs

Actually come to think of it, i am able to afford it

But for now.. my financial is still not stable

The course will commerce in July, by then things will be better

I still feel unstable.. as much as i want to study, i need to get my financial stable first then i will be at ease to study

i know friends always advise to faster study, the more u drag.. the more u won't study eventually..

But i just don't want to rush things and make life difficult for me and my bf..

He have agree that once he is stable, i can start studying

I just don't think i am ready for it yet..

Financial wise i mean..

Cos i know i will be like a mad women always complaining to my bf abt money that causes us to have lots of conflicts which that can be avoided..

For this, i think i will put it til next yr..

By then everything is stable and studying will not be a problem.. *finger cross*

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I just need peace

I have a question, do anyone love to chat with cabby when u are in the cab?

For me.. NO!!

Especially when i am on midnight shift, need the extra time in cab to relax my mind before work start..

This few days i have encounter several cabby that are super talkative

How i wish i can stuff "bao" in their mouth to shut them up *don't meant to be evil*

I love to enjoy looking at scenery, lights.. and enjoy the silence before reaching work or home..

Even worst is when i am super tired and they still try to keep talking to u.. gosh..

I know they just wanna be friendly to their passenger, but when i sound not interested.. just leave me alone.. >.<

I hope for less talkative cabby in the future..

Anyway, yes!! i have changed my blog look and pretty happy with it now..

Ending shift in less than 4 hrs time

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I feel "HOT"

I have been eating extreme 麻辣 soup

Is addictive and is super nice

The main point i eat is becos i want to clear my waste inside my tummy, i feel bloated..

As you know spicy food can make you have tummy ache..

But the heat inside my tummy is now killing me.. "Super Painful"

Think i am killing myself..

Not gonna have tat tomorrow unless i really wanna be dead..

Help!!

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The Feeling

Arrggg..

I hate doing report..

Generating.. Editing.. Copy.. Paste..

So time consuming.. ("_")

Miss my home.. i miss mommy.. i miss JB.. *cry*

I need to replenish my face care product..

I WANT TO GO JB!!! when can i go back???!!

Off day is like super far away..

Mommy has started working, hopes everything is fine and hope she love the job..

Miss u mommy!! Take care of urself ok??

I have to get back to complete as much of my report as possible..

Still got 8 more... $%#%$#&%

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Miss Thailand..

I miss being in Thailand..

My SIL is in Thailand now..

I forgot to tell her to help me buy stuff..arrggg..

Items
Slimming Coffee<--confirm she will buy
T-Shirt
Fake eyelash

Arrgg.. i want to go Thailand shopping.. >.<

Actually Taiwan also can =P

As long i am able to shop, KL also can.. LOL!!

I can't go back JB this week cos my weekends are occupied with work..

Sorry mommy, u have to go do ur hair without me le..

I miss home.. i miss "little miss nottie" aka "little princess" of mine at home..

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That you always be "My Baby"

This past few days we have been quarreling..

I need to change and stay positive..

As he is striving very hard for our future..

Today we quarrel again and i say "it seems that we are not meant to be together anymore" cos we keep on quarreling..

He looked depress.. he look sad..

He have always been the one encouraging me and never give up on this relationship..

When i see that expression in his face, i feel evil for being so cruel to say out those words..

We kept silence til i get off the car..

When i was walking to my workplace, i received sms from him..

"True love is a GIFT, so precious and so rare.
Sometimes we take it for granted, sometimes we do despair.
Our fault is being human, mistakes are everywhere.
Please forgive me, please let me not lose the GIFT!"

My heart melted..

The anger seems to disappear..

The problem seems to resolve in instant..

I just want to tell him that

"You will always be MY baby"

xoxo

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Wanted List

All right, i know all girl have this kinda thinking like when they see idols...

I want her legs.. her stomach.. or any parts lah.. haha..

so here is my wanted list..

SNSD..
I want their legs!! Hotness!!

Kara
Their Tummy and booty.. sexy!!

Korean girls are super pretty and slim.. how i wish i am like them..*envy*

Maybe one day i will be like them.. lol.. *finger cross*

Nisa have been going to the gym for the past weeks.. so happy for her, keep it up babe..

She also cutting down on her food intake *double yay!!*

Guess what, i have been eating throughout my this week night shift and the result is great..

I drop weight much faster than when i am not eating compare to the past. *happy* tsk tsk

Lastly a video of SNSD newest track "oh!"


P/S: Nisa keep up the good work!!

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Wisdom Tooth Extraction

Well.. i think this is like the first surgery that i have ever done..

PY told me to take out all of my 4 wisdom tooth... but i check out and the 2 upper tooth can't be done without claim.. so i decided not to..

End up, i took out only the one that is affecting my gum which is the left lower wisdom tooth that is pushing my the other tooth..

The dentist injected a very big needle with anesthesia that numb my half face..

the dentist did told me that is painless, but my thinking was that they always say so so that u wont get panic..

Truth enough, the whole procedure i did not feel any pain.. just pressure..

Drilling, pulling, pressing.. erm.. not really sure cos i kinda scare and close my eye :x

The whole process took less than 1hr.. fast or what..

After that dentist sew the wound and its done..

Still have to go back after 2 weeks time to remove the titches..

Keeping my finger cross that is not gonna hurt..

After the numbness when off.. woo.. i tell u the pain is like.. gosh.. it keeps on aching non-stop..

today is the second day, it look so swollen like somebody just punch me on left face..

My bf even say if i go out, i will scare all the ppl to death, exaggerate or what..

But seriously i am plain bored of staying at home..

Eat.. sleep.. use com.. watch tv.. gosh.. feel like a couch potato..

And guess what.. my appetite is getting even bigger than i haven remove my tooth..

Seriously whats got into me.. ahahaha..

I have to stop eating, if not.. i am not sure what infection i gonna get..

Maybe u will see me as a pig head back to work :x *finger cross*

Pixie time..

I wonder how the tooth break into half.. and is huge.. ahaha..

Serious, no shit.. when u see me, i think u will say woo.. who hit u on ur left cheek..
I'm feeling the pain from the jaw too.. cannot open my mouth big..

Shall end here and i just done with my claims.. wondering shud i stop office and pass my claims to Julia.. but my face... hmm..

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Nightlife, good or bad.. you decide..

Saturday night was a awesome night..

But the after effect of alcohol is like disastrous..

Today i shud be going back to JB and spend time with my family, but the after effect is freaking terrible lah..

yesh.. i have never experience hangover before, this is like the first time..

But i still like to go clubbing once in a awhile, hee..

Enjoy while i can and while i am still young..

Mummy told me to drink orange juice, drink half cup and try to sleep but the feeling of wanting to vomit still remain..

After sometime, i finally vomited and i finally got to sleep.. *happy*

Clubbing once in awhile to me i don't think is bad..

I am not wild, i just love to go to places that i can enjoy loud music and dance like nobody business..

Working hard, sometimes i just need some entertainment too..

I have my limits and i know my limits well.. so do rest assure that i will take good care of myself when i am in such places..

To end my post, here are some pics.. enjoy.. loves..


Heart this pics of us..

p/s: mummy sure see my blog and will start nagging when i am back home :x

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2010 Resolution

I know... i am super late... for this post... but.. is never too late to start...

Anyway here is goes..

Tasks to Accomplish:
To get my SAP certification by this yr (Hopefully, finger crossed)
To learn Japanese Language
To start up another saving plan
Cut down on shopping =x
Lose another 10kg
Start going for facial to clear my blackheads

Can only think of those right now..

Last week celebrated our cute little princess birthday in JB.
She is extremely happy and let everyone carry her..
Think she know is the big day.. ahaha..

She loves the camera..
Automatically gets cheeky..

Love this pics lots.. she is so bubbly.. hehe..

Can't wait to spend more time at home with my family..
Loves!! xoxo..

My bf is starting his training tomorrow and he is sending me to work before heading to his, super happy..

Looking forward for a better yr!!

P/S: Tini, jia you wor!! All the helpdesk members jia you!!

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First entry for 2010

Its 2010.. and i haven start my first entry..

lots of pics..

My new loves!!
Baby brought me a new lappy and i have got my new bb bold, waited for so long and sorry babe to keep u waiting.. hehe



New year countdown wit babe at Clarke Quay and bum into babe's friend..

This is our first album for 2010.. many more to come..
love babe new hair, very nice.. :D

Over the past one week i have been accompanying my family and lesser time with baby, sorry for neglecting u.. sometime how i wish i can be in 2 different places..


cherish every moment with them..

Met up wit Zen, it has been very long since we meet up..
btw i met zen when we were working in FEP.. those were great days..
she slim down alot and venture her own business.. good for her..
anyway we met up and she talk to me abt what her company is doing and i found it was great, helping ppl and also offering ppl to some investment plans..
is never too early to think abt old age.. and plan for retirement..
start from small saving or investment and it will really help for the future.. hehe..

My first pics for 2010

Bought a new chair and table cloth for my personal area..
Love it but not satisfy yet, shall source for more decorative things for my area..

Now
Still looks plain..


Baby got another letter from MBS.. he cant wait to start his training.. hehe..

Great start for 2010 so far.. and many great returns!!

New year resolution, have u written urs?

Blog soon.. =)

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Merry Christmas 2009

Actually this is the first Christmas that i ever spend it outside

Me and baby will always spend the night at home or i will be in JB with my family.
This yr, everything change..
I think that 2009 is my beginning..
I have experience so much this yr..

My Christmas eve begins with waking up late for server check, end up reaching the office at 10.30am.. luckily Julia never scold me.. :x
Count down to 1pm as we are having half day
Went to bugis street and bugis junction with sw..
ended up she bought a top which only cost $19.90 is consider cheap..
took train back to wdl and meet my baby..

Have Ajisen raman as usual, not able to finish.. haha..
Courts is now having Year End Sales = YES!!
Sony VAIO!!! i want that.. the deal is great..
baby is gonna get that for me as a christmas pressie and a new camera!!
*super excited*

I brought baby a brand new "MOUSE".. wonder how long can it last as it is not cheap..
the last time he brought the mouse only last him for like 3 months which he claim that it last for half a year.. lol..

Christmas countdown was to go Clarke Quay "Hooters"
Woo.. so many ppl as expected.. even is crowded, we are still willing to come out to celebrate Christmas as is better to stay at home.. we wanna experience the FUN..
Ended staying til 12 plus 1am and off we go to GoldenMile, Thai Disco 2.. lol..
Cos one of our friend is there..

The entrance fee is cheap $15..
To my surprise is kinda fun.. alot of pretty and sexy ladies..
But was not sure whether is it "real", wahaha..

All was fun.. wonder whats counting down to 2010..hehe..

The gays!!

Us
Pics for the day

Baby brought me reindeer hairband
Fav pics for the day

*Wishing everybody a very Joyful Merry Christmas!!*

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MK training

Went for MK training last week and it was fabulous..

It really focus on ladies, show how important and what really women can achieve what they want as long as u are willing to dream and work for it..
Is aspiring, speakers are all ladies from Dallas TX and Malaysia...
All are earning alot of money thru MK..
director lah, senior director lah..
Makes me and Yan ni so envy only..

There is also live show of how to do makeup and skin care lesson with MK products.
And we witness results on the spot instantly..
How cool is that..
No joke, u have to experience to believe it...

The speaker say, how much u spend on cloths, shoes and store it in the closet..
But investing ur money on skin care is priceless as it appear on ur face..
This is the part where it hit me the most, as i find it very very true..
Without a gorgeous face that makes u have confident, no matter what u wear is useless..
A person see u ur face when they first make contact with u..

Today i am gonna make my order, first order with Nisa.. hehe..
Really hopes that it really works for me and Nisa as finding a real good skin care product is not easy.. and i really want to help Nisa too..
Being beautiful urself is not enough, you have to share it with everybody..
I love to motivate ppl, especially those close to me..
Share my happiness with them.. hehe..

xoxo to all my friends and colleagues.. =D

pics from MK training

My sil gave me a hair curler, yipee.. super happy..

My first trial

Christmas pics taken from CQ

Shall update soon..

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"Wlid" Night

Yay!! is the time of the yr to "par tee" haha..

"Wild" was the theme, as we have the event at the botanical garden.
Tons of pics to be uploaded but eventually i am too sleepy to do now and my cam batt is low so shall post it the next time.

Look for the day

Spend total: $50 for hairdo and makeup
Dress: RM68

Waited for Nisa to come b4 i change to my romper.
She was so excited to take pics with me.. hehe..

Pics with Nisa

Shall blog soon on Mary Kay's training, new yr resolution and more pics from DnD
After next week i will be on leave, weeee.. *banana dancing*

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Dental Check

A few months back i have done filing in JB with my mommy.

But a few weeks ago, the filing came off and there is a hole in my left wisdom tooth.
When i eat pineapple with salt, the salt went in the hole and is super painful.
There is also another problem, the gum beside the wisdom tooth is swallow and when u press it, there will be yellow liquid coming out (gross).

So today i went to the dentist to get my teeth check.
tot that i have only 1 tooth to do filing but.. ended that all the others i have done filing in JB need to be redo as the filing came off without me realizing..

Crap all the money that i pay off in JB to get it done all wasted..
#@$%#%# what kinda dentist sia.. (pissed)

The dentist asked me do a x-ray and see what is cause the gum to produce the liquid.
Done the x-ray and found out that there is another wisdom tooth beneath the gum and is pushing its way towards the other wisdom tooth which have hole in it.
The dentist told me that i need to have the wisdom tooth beneath the gum to be extracted if not it will cause alot of problem. she will needa cut open my gum and removed it..
listening to it gave me goose bum as i always hated to go for dental check as is painful..
all the drilling... (phobia) as she say to me is very common but is still my first time..sob..
all can be paid by medisave as it may cost from $600 - $900.. what the.. lol.. (faint)
but i did check with julia and was told is kinda around that range..
She told me that it can be done today but i can't be on MC for 5 days as i needa attend training from Mary Kay.. shall do it when Adila is back from maternity leave.

Ended i got 2 wisdom tooth bottom row to get the filing done first.
still have another 1 wisdom tooth top row needs to be done as i only can claim $100 dental each yr.. the dentist also advise to get my teeth clean.. maybe will do it the next time when i have to do the extration.

Shall end my dental post here as is kinda long.. shall update more when i get the wisdom tooth extracted.. *wish me luck*

Here are some photos ..

Mary Kay Skin Care Lesson

My first ever lighting with baby

I'm going on leave for a day tomorrow for Mary Kay training..
Feel that is kinda wasting my leave.. but i have book the date le.. cannot change it..
have to wake up at 7am to prepare.. -_-!!

shall update soon..
*hearts*

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Lazy Me

Sorry for no updates for so long, have been so lazy to update my blog.

Shall update soon...

Yawning...

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Is almost over....

In another 10hrs time, i am finally done with my last 12hrs shift for this week...
have been working for the this 7days(include today) non-stop with 3 freaking 12hrs night shift..
i am officially a walking zombie, sleep work sleep work..
my eye bags are so huge right now!!

left with 2 mask, need to order again and i wanna try the eye mask too.. as babe review not bad..
still thinking what to order from Mary Kay. Tini and Nisa is also preparing their order..
when there are too many choices, women tend to take much longer time to decide..
that's the nature.. hehe..

tomorrow is the only off day i have got...
3 movies which i have yet to see..
2012 (which everybody is talking, i need to freaking see this ASAP)
SAW VI (i came across *Scream Queen* and get to know which girl will be starring in this show)
The Twilight Saga New Moon (Anticipate for so ooo ooo long)

Was thinking to go JB and catch 3 movies at one go.. but checked the timing cannot be done..
I want to go expo too.. John Little sales and Sitex.. so many things to do but so little time.. =(

Ssss SSS ooo OOO looking forward to "December" as i will be taking leave..
As for now.. i have only my "the Mentalist" to accompany me throughout my shift..
Enjoy ur weekend peeps...
XOXO ooouuuutttt...

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Feeling of getting my hair perm

Feel like perming my hair...
but...
my mum & baby will sure say "don't"..
as i have perm my hair a few yrs ago and it spoils my hair that i have to keep trimming it til the spoil hair has all been chop off..

Now that my hair is longer.. i have the feeling to perm again..
worst is that after coloring my hair, it has done some damage to my hair..
so if i go for perming.. the chances of getting my hair damage again is very likely..
but.. but..
so envy those girls with gorgeous curly hair..

envy.. envy.. envy..

guess i will have to stick to using the curler and do it temporary when i want it..

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Musics that explains everything

This few days i have been thinking alot..
Stressing myself out..
Well this song fits me best right now..
Whatever will be will be..
I just need to have faith and believe i can do it..

Que Sera Sera (Whatever will be will be)

When I was just a little girl,
I asked my mother, "What will I be?
Will I be pretty?
Will I be rich?"
Here's what she said to me:

"Que sera, sera,
Whatever will be, will be;
The future's not ours to see.
Que sera, sera,
What will be, will be."

When I was just a child in school,
I asked my teacher, "What will I try?
Should I paint pictures"
Should I sing songs?"
This was her wise reply:

"Que sera, sera,
Whatever will be, will be;
The future's not ours to see.
Que sera, sera,
What will be, will be."

When I grew up and fell in love.
I asked my sweetheart, "What lies ahead?
Will we have rainbows
Day after day?"
Here's what my sweetheart said:

"Que sera, sera,
Whatever will be, will be;
The future's not ours to see.
Que sera, sera,
What will be, will be."

Now I have Children of my own.
They ask their mother, "What will I be?"
Will I be handsome?
Will I be rich?"
I tell them tenderly:

"Que sera, sera,
Whatever will be, will be;
The future's not ours to see.
Que sera, sera,
What will be, will be.
Que Sera, Sera!"

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