Is almost over....

In another 10hrs time, i am finally done with my last 12hrs shift for this week...
have been working for the this 7days(include today) non-stop with 3 freaking 12hrs night shift..
i am officially a walking zombie, sleep work sleep work..
my eye bags are so huge right now!!

left with 2 mask, need to order again and i wanna try the eye mask too.. as babe review not bad..
still thinking what to order from Mary Kay. Tini and Nisa is also preparing their order..
when there are too many choices, women tend to take much longer time to decide..
that's the nature.. hehe..

tomorrow is the only off day i have got...
3 movies which i have yet to see..
2012 (which everybody is talking, i need to freaking see this ASAP)
SAW VI (i came across *Scream Queen* and get to know which girl will be starring in this show)
The Twilight Saga New Moon (Anticipate for so ooo ooo long)

Was thinking to go JB and catch 3 movies at one go.. but checked the timing cannot be done..
I want to go expo too.. John Little sales and Sitex.. so many things to do but so little time.. =(

Ssss SSS ooo OOO looking forward to "December" as i will be taking leave..
As for now.. i have only my "the Mentalist" to accompany me throughout my shift..
Enjoy ur weekend peeps...
XOXO ooouuuutttt...

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Feeling of getting my hair perm

Feel like perming my hair...
but...
my mum & baby will sure say "don't"..
as i have perm my hair a few yrs ago and it spoils my hair that i have to keep trimming it til the spoil hair has all been chop off..

Now that my hair is longer.. i have the feeling to perm again..
worst is that after coloring my hair, it has done some damage to my hair..
so if i go for perming.. the chances of getting my hair damage again is very likely..
but.. but..
so envy those girls with gorgeous curly hair..

envy.. envy.. envy..

guess i will have to stick to using the curler and do it temporary when i want it..

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Musics that explains everything

This few days i have been thinking alot..
Stressing myself out..
Well this song fits me best right now..
Whatever will be will be..
I just need to have faith and believe i can do it..

Que Sera Sera (Whatever will be will be)

When I was just a little girl,
I asked my mother, "What will I be?
Will I be pretty?
Will I be rich?"
Here's what she said to me:

"Que sera, sera,
Whatever will be, will be;
The future's not ours to see.
Que sera, sera,
What will be, will be."

When I was just a child in school,
I asked my teacher, "What will I try?
Should I paint pictures"
Should I sing songs?"
This was her wise reply:

"Que sera, sera,
Whatever will be, will be;
The future's not ours to see.
Que sera, sera,
What will be, will be."

When I grew up and fell in love.
I asked my sweetheart, "What lies ahead?
Will we have rainbows
Day after day?"
Here's what my sweetheart said:

"Que sera, sera,
Whatever will be, will be;
The future's not ours to see.
Que sera, sera,
What will be, will be."

Now I have Children of my own.
They ask their mother, "What will I be?"
Will I be handsome?
Will I be rich?"
I tell them tenderly:

"Que sera, sera,
Whatever will be, will be;
The future's not ours to see.
Que sera, sera,
What will be, will be.
Que Sera, Sera!"

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Random..

is sunday, when everybody is sleeping til late morning..

i am in the office starting my shift..
when can i have both my weekend free, like totally..??

anyway...


My fav pineapples with black sauce = "yummy!!"
mummy was like saying pineapple is very good for those who wanna slim down as the sugar contain is super low..
recommended to eat with salt or black sauce with chili padi.. "drools"


eyelashes and coffee from thailand
courtesy from SIL..

this few days i have been eating tons of fattening food..and..
SOUL GARDEN!!
dots dots dots.. how to slim down when there is like so many good food..
most of all.. all my friends, colleagues say i don't eat.. see i eat..
is like"sie wan's friday" = to my everyday..

hearts to my baby for doing all the cooking while eating at soul's..
keke.. "xin fu"
LOVES!! xoxo


p/s: he smiles.. like every time we take pics.. =D "wink wink"

the love song i would love to sing to him.
..
Christine Glass - My Love Will Take You Home

If you wander off too far, my love will get you home.
If you follow the wrong star, my love will get you home.
If you ever find yourself, lost and all alone,
get back on your feet and think of me, my love will get you home.
Boy, my love will get you home.

If the bright lights blinds your eyes, my love will get you home.
If your troubles break your stride, my love will get you home.
If you ever find yourself, lost and all alone,
get back on your feet and think of me, my love will get you home.
Boy, my love will get you home.

If you ever feel ashamed, my love will get you home.
When there's only you to blame, my love will get you home.
If you ever find yourself, lost and all alone,
get back on your feet and think of me, my love will get you home.
Boy, my love will get you home.

If you ever find yourself, lost and all alone,
get back on your feet and think of me, my love will get you home.
Boy, my love will get you home,
Boy, my love will get you home.

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"Human Trafficking"

"Human Trafficking" is another great show that i have watched this past weeks other than "Sister's Keeper" recommended by nisa..

Is not drugs or anything else that are so valuable to make money this few days..
girls, woman, young kids.. are being kidnap and having their bodies being force on by mans.. average of 12 time per day.. gosh.. can you imagine that.. how much of pain and humiliation they went through every single day.. even being this film made and aired, human trafficking is still on-going.. just becos there are still such psycho who are still interested in such kind of sick sex urge.. gosh.. sometimes i am just thinking we are in such a "sick sick world" with such person living around us.. and for mans to treat woman as sex slaves.. selling for money.. "hope they die in fire" like in "drag me to hell".. the youngest victim in the film was like not even 10yrs old.. can you imagine that.. well, i just hope that they can bust every single one of those psycho so that we, woman.. children can live in a safe world..

p/s: great show.. highly recommended to watch it..

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He still care and mind..

this is what i realize.. my guy always say he don care, he don mind.. actually he do..
after clubbing session on Halloween night, he react different.. he have nightmares, which usually happens to me only.. he dream that i left him for another guy.. yesterday, he saw the pics that i took with colin and tien when clubbing and asked.. is his hand over ur shoulder, i replied.. yes.. feeling abit awkward.. feeling guilty too.. but is like nowadays, friends do that all the time.. *correct me if i am wrong* friendly gesture.. is that common now?? i can't be like telling the person "pls get ur hands off my shoulder".. it will make the situation wierd... but i know that when my bf see that, he will feel uneasy and if i were him.. i will too.. who will like to see their gf or bf so friendly with others right??!! after that night of clubbing, i kinda like it *honestly*.. is like i am starting to explore things that i never get to do it when i am younger... on the other hand, i feel very guilty.. he wont tell me not to go, he wont say i cannot go, he wont stop me from going.. but i know deep down, he mind alot.. he started to feel unsecure.. and it kinda hurts me to see that i make him have this kinda feeling.. that was not i intended... although somtimes i would like him to feel that i am important.. but not to this kinda extend.. i am not gonna make any promise to him that i wont go clubbing with my friends as i am not sure whether i will or not.. just dont want to give him any empty promises.. i am going through a stage that i am not sure how to react too.. is like i like to do this thing.. on the other point, i dont want him to feel unsecure.. dilemma..

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