Counting down to Anniversary

Counting down...
Exactly One more month and is our 8yrs Anniversary!!
super excited...

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"Happening" 25 September ... Mummy's birthday... Baby's graduation..
very very busy day...Really make full use of the whole day day... *schedule is packed*

Brother and sil is still in SG til 12am plus... butt itchy, watch "phobia 2" until so late no more bus back to JB* end up baby and me have to go in much earlier.. in the middle of the night... 2 plus AM... while on our way to JB, one of the car tire was making some funny noises.. we stop and check, found nothing.. conitinue to drive back to my JB house.. reach home and checked and found that there is a "nail" on his tire.. luckily the tire is hard enough and air is not leaking out.. we have to wait til morning to let the tire workshop check.. woke up 10 plus.. and off we go to check on the tires.. end up there is like 4 "nails" in "1" tire!!! WTH... how does all this nails get into one tire... bro and baby was saying maybe is the junction we miss to turn and run our way to near to the right of the road and kena... >.< indirectly say is my fault..baby also say i am very lousy at giving road directions..*sian face* anyway the damage cost RM5 only.. cheap sia.. hehe..


Mummy's Birthday
Hope that she love the lunch and have a very happy day that day..



After that we went City Square.. bought DVDs, Program CDs, Games CDs, Baby's shoe, Magazines and Secret Receipe cakes for Nisa... hehe... wanted to buy cloths and shoes but no time le... baby say next time come in and buy.. hehe.. maybe next week *thinking* since i working 12-9am... went back SG at 3 plus 4pm... smooth traffic, not much cars.. hehe... hate traffic jam...



by the time we reach home prepare is already 5 plus le... late le...

Baby's Graduation
Want to congrats him for graduating.. so happy for him..



After that we went to have a drink a this superb place with amazing ambiance.. *very good recommendation from jiaen* food and drink is great too... yum yum.. most important is the place is very good for chatting.. *highly recommeded*


was thinking to go that place for my birthday too.. hehe..

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Yeah!!! i am very happy today.. hehe.. =D
Nisa has agreed to change shift with me after a few days of consideration.
She ask her mum that whether she should change shift with me as it was my mum's birthday.
Her mum told her to change with me as next time if she needed help to change shift and is her mum's birthday i can return her a favor too.. hehe, thank you so much Nisa and Nisa's mum..
I promise to treat her KFC.. hehe..

Joyce's spree has finally arrived with my stock..
actually i bought 1 working pants, 1 jeans and a top but the jeans and the top is oos... *sob*
shall buy another time.. whahaha as my colleagues here are super into spree and my boss too.. thank you Julia for helping us coordinating with the seller.. =D
the working pants seem big, shall try it when i get home *excited* wahaha...

Today i woke up late, woke up abt 2pm.. was slightly late for work.. >.never get to wash my clothing as i woke up late, tomorrow will be a busy day for me.
have to really get up early so as to wash my cloths..

I miss my sil "mango salad", yummy...
she always make it for me.. noodles salad is also nice.. *drooling*

I like only to put ikan bilis inside my mango salad...

Hope this week Tini, Xiao Lan & Pei Yun training will be better than what we have last week.

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Dad's birthday
friday (18 sep) was my dearest daddy's birthday.
although i am not feeling well, i went back to celebrate dad's birthday with my family.
my mum's birthday is on (25 sep) a week later after my dad's birthday.
kor kor was not able to make it as he have some urgent working matters to attend to..
so that left with mummy, daddy, sil, viya(niece) and me..
we all have a sumptuous meal in a Chinese restaurant which the singer sings english songs.. whahaha.. but it was kinda nice..
total bill was $133 for 4 person, not bad for 4 persons and the food is good too..
it was on my treat, hehe... as long as my parents is happy, i am happy! =D

saturday the next day, daddy wanted to go ktv at red box (pelangi plaza).
RM 22++ with 1 cup of drink and buffet high tea.. total bill turn out to be RM71 for 3 person, is actually kinda cheap and the room is big, service not bad and sound system good too.. lots of song! (pics to be uploaded)

this week i manage to meet up with my bestie, Alin babe..
we just love eat others accompany... took quite long time to decide to have our dinner ended up eating jap food in paragon, the food not bad too... walk walk around and we went home as Alin babe scare that i will be super tired the next day of work. Alin babe hubby's came to pick us home. Really paiseh as he drive me all the way home and have not taken his dinner... >.really wanna say a big thank you to him and Alin babe for driving me home.. hehe.. love the pics i took with her... =D

Lastly, i hope that i can change shift with my colleague on this friday(25 sep).. super imporatant to me as is my mummy's birthday and is baby's graduation day! keeping my finger cross...

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depress.. emo..
lots of stuff running in my head..
have not been well this 2 days, taken mc and resting at home..
my body is failing me.. left thumb shaking non-stop, doc say if after one week still like that have to refer to specialist.. gosh.. what really happen to me ???!!! dunnoe what should i do.. days in NTT really sux, XL emotions taking over her too.. been crying when we are there.. lots of unexpected things and not sure what our future holds.. we only have the 3 of us to hold on to.. though i keep telling XL to be strong and give herself more time, but me myself is holding on too so that to keep XL and tini motivated as i know we cant give up.. "pek chek" and "sad"...

things started to change when i thought my life in TTNI is gonna turn out great.. the 8 girls in helpdesk are so bonded.. loves to joke and miss the laughter... just as i thought there is not gonna be any changes.. TTNI has signed up with NTT to do support for them... the reason i left my old company was becos it was outsource, transition is terrible.. now.. i have to go through with it... y all IT company likes transition... sob... scare of being alone, scare of changes, scare that i cant cope, scare that i let julia down as i know taking mc for the pass 2 days is no good as we are having training.. question myself y i keep going out when i know my own body needs a rest.. feel stupid.. feel miserable..

Just hoping for the best.. hope that we can be back in TTNI like the old days although i have been there for like 9 months only, there is like my second home with all my sisters... miss u girls badly... "holding on"... *cry*...

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today is the second day in NTT... what can i say?? only "one" word can describe, "SIAN"...
the whole day we do is reading SOP and manuals.. sian sian sian.. super, freaking sian..
still have 3 more days!!! til i am back in TTNI... miss TTNI so much..

1st day

2nd day

Dinner at Sakura Wdl

Hope that will be a better "tomorrow"!!!

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super tired and full..
back from company event just now from Bottle Tree Park..
have lots of fun.. paintball and buffet cum BBQ.
the foods are very nice, really enjoy ourselves..
our group got the second prize for paintball, hehe.. $150 cash!!! superb!!
never got hit and i think i hit ppl 2 times.. sorry that i fire at you 'tini' not purposely de.. >.<
Pei Yun and Julius was super funny, Pei Yun was name "The Terminator" super *garang* wahaha.. Julius, he drop his shoe in the middle of the game. we are like laughing our ass off!!
and the weather is super hot too.. keep on sweating..



yesterday went changi airport terminal 3 for popeye..
baby and my favorite, the fries and mash potatoes is superb.. love it!!
went to the candie shop to buy some m&ms and sweets the packing of the sweets and choco packing is very nice..



monday we have to go NTT, miss TTNI so much..
yesterday is like the last day, all of us was so emotions as adila was going for her maternity leave too *4 months* gosh gonna miss her so much and all the fun that we have when we are altogether.. she tears and everyone of us was about to tears too.. guess that we really bonded with each others.. was like saying adlia can cater food to us when we are in NTT as she is staying in bedok.. haha.. the 4 girls that are going to NTT is XL, Tini, PY and Me.. I am like saying we are the elites *the test rats actually* haha.. guess i will have to wake up super early le..

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Cant get myself back to slp since 5am, so here i am blogging..

Recap on weigh in..
the result is not up to my expectation.. target not met..
think i will have to put in more affect this week.
next weigh in is on next coming monday 14 sep.. *scare that i cant meet my expectation*

After treatment there is a lunch gathering with mum's family..
it held beside Sutera Mall, called pekin restaurant..
8 course meal... >.< so many.. 2 tables altogether.
Jia Juan, my cousin told me that the adults actually plan to take up 3 table, all with 8 courses.. gosh.. how to finsh.. in the end 2 table dishes all cant be finish.. wahaha.. luckily.. "kan teh" was like saying the restaurant is very good as they let us cancel the last table.. as usual, our fav last dish was the dessert.. "or ni" lol.. yam paste.. teochew dish.. but it was a dissapointment as it turns out not to be that nice.. my own opinion..

Baby is going to have his back checkup in TTSH at 9am later, gonna drop me at novena square later as i need to go for server check..
want to wish him all the best in his exams and pass with flying colours!!

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Bored...

Alright, i officially feels that FB is bored...
no more games... done farming.. done cleaning the tanks.. MJ!! out of money.. crap, keep on losing no more money cannot play.. boring..

Just slept for 5 hrs today and have to rush to work as i wake up at 3pm+.. bath and ask baby to send me to work.. luckily he agree to send me to work, if not.. dead meat.. seriously exhausted.. can tell it from my face.. Adila was telling me to give away some of my OT as she is worry abt my health whether i can take it anot. thanks for the concern Adila, will take care of myself and i will definitely eat when i am hungry.. promise.. 'i will survive' this month hectic schedule.. thanks for all the concern from you guys..

My consultant called me earlier to remind me that i am having a appt with her tomorrow morning 11am.. have to wake up like 9am get ready and get back to JB.. tiring i must say.. my 'jie mei' are meeting out.. but i cant go.. work = no life + family = even more no life.. no time for myself.. i need more time.. can i buy some "time".. i need change, deperately need changes in my life.. was looking through some courses, thinking really hard to take up the course next yr anot.. not sure whether i can cope.. now no time, not to say to squeeze in time to take up the course.. as ppl say time is manage by urself, is not call no time is how u manage ur time.. i still have a few months to plan, shall discuss this with my mum and seek her opinion.. mummy always know what to do..

Earlier, while coming to work..
was walking to the car and i was telling baby how much i weigh now. he ask back, what is ur target weight?? 55kg?? nope, 50kg at least.. but i was telling him, dont really think 50kg is enough lei, think 45kg.. he is saying carzy ah u.. too thin le.. to me wont lei, like no different.. wahaha.. get to my target weight then say.. then he saying compare to last time, can really see the different.. *happy* but not satisfied... i continue, what if i reach 50kg and still the weight drop by itself.. "baby replied: if u continue how u eat, sure drop de mah" >.
Reason for slimming down:
1st - want to look good for myself.. all girls are vain..
2nd - want baby to feel good to bring me out (eventhough he never ask but who wants their girl to be fat right..)
3rd - to wear nice wedding gown (dunno when but just prepare lah! :P)
4th - for health issue..

Still 400 grams away from my weigh in tomorrow.. >.<
Hope that i reach my target for this week.. haha.. wish me luck!!

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busy weekend..

Is gonna be a busy weekend.. working til 9am this morning, go home and have to go report to work at 4pm - 1am.. gosh.. i think i will have panda eyes soon.. have to do mask le, just to keep my face look fresh.. then after work at 1am sun, have to go back JB at around 9am as i am having appt with london for treatment.. have not been follow up with them for abt 1 month plus, as i am very busy with work and family.. also have set target for myself b4 returning for treatment.. so far so good.. weight has been decreasing, feel gd abt it but still have to keep an eye on my weight as it is like the *stock market* wahaha.. exaggerate.. today baby look at my purse and there is some old photos that we took and he was saying "gosh.. u look so big size sia".. lol at that time dont really notice but now looking back, is really disgusting.. dunno how i can let myself to be so "fat" fattest in my life 73.4kg.. promise myself that i cannot return to be fat again.. hope that i can remain like this or slimmer.. still have a long way to my target.. cant slp this morning after work as i was thinking abt stuffs.. time really flies.. dad and mum's birthday is approaching.. wish that they have pink health and always happy.. my birthday and 8th yrs anniversary is approaching too.. dunno how to celebrate, not sure who will celebrate for me too.. the older i get, birthday celebration seems so dull.. not sure what to get for baby too cos do many yrs le, have bought and made tons of presents for him.. *need suggestions* boring working.. my kor kor and SIL is going to BKK, how i wish i can go with them and shop til i drop.. hehe.. but have to work.. shall ask my SIL to help me buy stuff.. was chatting with Alin-babe and she say mac cosmetic is cheap there but i guess SIL not sure what i want.. another suggestion from her is to buy fake eyelashes.. haha.. yesh.. i want fake eyelashes, yipee.. tee too as most of my tee are too big.. BKK have lots of nice tees.. haha.. *excited* cant wait for them to go and come back with the goodies.. hehe..

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Unwell..

This 2 days have been feeling unwell..
feel cold on the outside warm in the inside... headache.. feel like vomiting..
u guys must be saying i dont eat enough.. wrong.. i ate alot.. just that when i working
night time, i dont really eat.. but when i am hungry i will eat just like yesterday.
*adila say i finally eat something* cos i dont eat and drink at all for the whole shift..
today i ate chocolate, pizza sticks and chicken.. still unwell.. so that proves that is not
the cause of it.. this morning b4 heading back home, tini came at 7.30am shift and
we start all yaking.. tini's was saying to name her son call aidil and daughter call fitri..
so immediately i say ur husband name is selamat so together is selamat aidilfitri.. all
of us bust to laugh.. wahaha.. tini was so happy as she can go home at 4.30pm.. then
we suddenly ask her got bf liao ah, silent... then she reply.. then we were saying y
hesitate and say got bf liao eh.. haha.. so cute.. love working with them cos they
are my *kai xin guo*.. haha.. was feeling sleepy but she make me awake.. she is
always full of jokes.. actually we are just crazy when we are around each other.. all have
our unique characters.. haha.. TTNI days wont be so bright if it wasn't u guys being with me..

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Random

Nothing much to blog..
Baby not having lessons on tues, wed and fri..
so he have more time to accompany me.. hehe..
as much as baby told me not to think too much, all that saying went off my mind
whenever he is not around me.. begin to wild thinking.. think i am really
paranoid sometimes.. shall learn to have more confident in him and stop all the thinking..
if not is really gonna affect our relationship.. this month is gonna be a busy month for me
as i will be working most at 12-9am shift.. but i kinda like it, as i have more time to spend..
jun and accompany is planning to go to bkk, i cant go as man power is not enough for this
month and next month.. and i guess mummy wont allow me to go too.. *still think i am a
young girl.. lol.. think i am just a mummy's girl ba.. anything will still goes to her.. all her
saying still matters alot, no matter how old am i.. cos she will always be my one and only
mummy in my heart.. love her.. shall end here.. working.. bye..

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Insecure

insecure.. insecure.. insecure..
insecure is a big part of my problem.. even though baby tell me that he only love me..
i know that he love me, but i just dont know y i always have this feeling.. maybe i have
noconfidence in myself.. that is y? or maybe is becos of the thing happen in the past
that leaves footsteps in my heart? not sure is it me or other girls will also feel
what i feel.. when i see there is sms from his girl friend, i will be like super conscious..
when he clear his sms or phone list, i will have doubts.. am i paranoid.. hope that
i am not.. have to learn to let go..let him have his own space, cos i know what i am
doing to him will eventually make him piss.. unlike, he say that i am not paranoid
and he dont mind me like this.. but still i think i have to learn to let go.. learn
that he will have girl friends.. just like me having guy friends.. but he have some
very good girl friends and is like he always have girls that want
to get close to him, that is the part that i am scare of.. but like everybody say "if he
wanna leave, he will leave.." so no need to scare.. lol.. but of cos will sure scare de
mah cos i have put in so for this relationship and he is very important to me that's y..
hope that i can recover from my 'sickness' soon.. so that i wont feel that i give him alot
of pressure.. wish me luck and feel free to give comments if u have any tips.. hehe..
shall end here.. enjoy ur weekend peeps..

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Dinner w Jun & Tien

Never turn up for treatment session with jean yip as i went to have dinner with jun
& tien together with baby. Tien was kinda having some relationship problems..
baby went back home first as he needs to attend for his *raid*, haha.. *World Of Warcraft*
gamer thingy.. after lunch we went shopping for awhile. tried on some
cloths, was very happy as my dress size drop. still have to keep it up as i need to
lost another 10 more kg to my target weight *finger cross* tien bought a denim dress
for $30 after 30% discount as my friend was the supervisor.. haha *sweet benefit* jun
bought a black cardigan for work. nothing for me.. tien is gonna wear that dress for faizal
and sharifah wedding *31 oct*. super excited as we will be having our secondary
school gathering.. its been yrs i have seen them.. time really flies.. still remember the
days when all the girls play in the rain with our uniforms and was announce the next day
morning in the assembly, haha.. lots of fun stuff.. super sleepy right now, eye vision
blurring out.. lol.. shall end here..

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jean yip

just called up jean yip and made a appointment at 5.30pm tomorrow.
left with 3 more session and i dont have to ever see their faces again especially "yvonne".
*she is the lady who intro me to this stupid package..
all they do is the treatment and they dont really care abt ur diet.
hard selling all their products whenever u visit them for treatment.
seriouly i wont give any single cents anymore to jean tip cos it really sucks..
FYI, this package was sign up like 2 yrs ago when baby ask me to try it out.
i even sign up for another facial package all being paid by baby.
but eventually i cancel the facial and took the slimming cream.. $200+ for a tube of cream
i went for 15 sessions and stop cos i can't see any result and all the hard selling is
way to sickening for me. Til this yr july they contacted me back and say i
still left with 5 sessions more with them. so in my mind, i just wanna finish
the package since money is already paid.

package include:
machine
cold wrap
hot blacket and wrapping

they always do the cold wrap after that it will be the hot blacket and wrapping.
hot blacket is to make u sweat like hell like u just run from a 5km distance.
instead, not one single sweat was found on any parts of my body..
i am actually very scare of cold, when the hot blacket in the process the body is still
recovering from the coldness. til the end of the hot wrap, my body is abt to sweat. it is
like 30 mins later cos the whole hot balcket process is abt 30mins..
so when they come into the room and tell u is time up but u feel no sweat, this is a point
that u think is a waste of time cos u expect urself to sweat..
oh well i just wanna get this done with.. dont really care abt it anymore as my mind has
been set that this package is a total waste of money and time..

now i have found a better slimming center that provides good service and they really
monitor ur weight and diet. always have to weight in every session *jean yip dont do that.
shall blog this when i have the time..*lazy

for tomorrow, baby is going for his running *RT
for me going to jean yip, make full use of time..haha..
last but not least jean yip sucks big time..

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Weekend *22 Aug 23 Aug*

Well this will be my first post..

Saturday (22 Aug)
Went back to JB
Mummy was having her gym session with godmother on sat morning.
Waited for mummy to pick me up in city square while she is having her lunch with her.
Went to Watson bought my facial wipe to remove my make up *feel that is much better
than to use makeup remover*
Watson was having great sales, feel like buying everything.. >.< *control* After that..
i wanted to go straight to wait for mummy at RHB bank, but ended up walking into Colour
*the shop name* As usual it was on sales like all of the others shop. Without delay, i pick
up 2 tops and went trying.. Both tops looks beautiful, thus i bought it.. gosh.. just less
than an hour, i have spend more then RM100. I walk out of the shop and see the next
shop from far distance, super lots of ppl.. SHOES!! lol.. tell myself not to walk there and
so i was on my way to wait for mummy le. waited for another 15 mins, mummy was here.
the first thing i told my mum was, u know what? i have just spend RM100+ while
waiting for u.. as usual.. she grumbler.. haha.. what can i say mum's instinct reach
home, daddy was not around.. mummy say that he is busy having meeting.. ate my
mee salad that was made by my sis-in-law and off i go to do my nails. feel that i am
becoming more and more vain.. gosh.. *money splendid* mummy is bringing us to
the park, which she say is very BIG.. when we reach there woo.. so many ppl, is
really big.. love the scenery.. brother and sis-in-law went running while mummy
and me together with my niece was enjoying the fresh air.. took quite a few of
photos in the park and was thinking to take my wedding outdoor photos there..
haha.. *thinking* after that mummy brought us to tun aminah to have dinner..
abalone kway teoh.. i chose to eat fuzhuo fishball and dumpling soup.. yum yum..
but i prefer the original stall.. althought compare to be dirtier the place..
overall alright.. thought that i could rest awhile but.. mummy wants me to
accompany her to her secondary school gathering first thing i ask, am i the
only daughter that will be there while others are old ladies.. lol.. my mum laugh
and i just went along.. we have a hard time finding the place becos of the number
display too small.. went i got in the house, their puppy kept on licking me.. i dunno
what to do and kept blocking.. lol.. i love puppies but licking is disgusting..lol..
mummy chatted with her friends til 11pm+ and we went home. watched a dancing
program with kor and mummy and turn
in at 1+ 2am.. super tired..

Sunday(23Aug)
Mummy woke up early like 10+
heard my niece voice as she was playing to herself and super active.
love her so much.. especially she is like doing those super cute noises..
I can't get back to sleep anymore and got up.. still tired though..
mummy cooked poridge and we ate it after that i bath and kor sent me to custom
and i was back in SG at 4pm+ waited for byby in sheng siong as his parents needed
to replenish groceries..
ended up buying alot of food.. otak..tibit..tibits.. and more tibits..
i ate 10 pieces of otak plus 1 pack of tapioca chips and logan ....
goshh.. my weight just shoot up.. will put in more effort this coming week..
thats all for now.. ciao.. and enjoy the pics..

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