Is almost over....

In another 10hrs time, i am finally done with my last 12hrs shift for this week...
have been working for the this 7days(include today) non-stop with 3 freaking 12hrs night shift..
i am officially a walking zombie, sleep work sleep work..
my eye bags are so huge right now!!

left with 2 mask, need to order again and i wanna try the eye mask too.. as babe review not bad..
still thinking what to order from Mary Kay. Tini and Nisa is also preparing their order..
when there are too many choices, women tend to take much longer time to decide..
that's the nature.. hehe..

tomorrow is the only off day i have got...
3 movies which i have yet to see..
2012 (which everybody is talking, i need to freaking see this ASAP)
SAW VI (i came across *Scream Queen* and get to know which girl will be starring in this show)
The Twilight Saga New Moon (Anticipate for so ooo ooo long)

Was thinking to go JB and catch 3 movies at one go.. but checked the timing cannot be done..
I want to go expo too.. John Little sales and Sitex.. so many things to do but so little time.. =(

Ssss SSS ooo OOO looking forward to "December" as i will be taking leave..
As for now.. i have only my "the Mentalist" to accompany me throughout my shift..
Enjoy ur weekend peeps...
XOXO ooouuuutttt...

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Feeling of getting my hair perm

Feel like perming my hair...
but...
my mum & baby will sure say "don't"..
as i have perm my hair a few yrs ago and it spoils my hair that i have to keep trimming it til the spoil hair has all been chop off..

Now that my hair is longer.. i have the feeling to perm again..
worst is that after coloring my hair, it has done some damage to my hair..
so if i go for perming.. the chances of getting my hair damage again is very likely..
but.. but..
so envy those girls with gorgeous curly hair..

envy.. envy.. envy..

guess i will have to stick to using the curler and do it temporary when i want it..

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Musics that explains everything

This few days i have been thinking alot..
Stressing myself out..
Well this song fits me best right now..
Whatever will be will be..
I just need to have faith and believe i can do it..

Que Sera Sera (Whatever will be will be)

When I was just a little girl,
I asked my mother, "What will I be?
Will I be pretty?
Will I be rich?"
Here's what she said to me:

"Que sera, sera,
Whatever will be, will be;
The future's not ours to see.
Que sera, sera,
What will be, will be."

When I was just a child in school,
I asked my teacher, "What will I try?
Should I paint pictures"
Should I sing songs?"
This was her wise reply:

"Que sera, sera,
Whatever will be, will be;
The future's not ours to see.
Que sera, sera,
What will be, will be."

When I grew up and fell in love.
I asked my sweetheart, "What lies ahead?
Will we have rainbows
Day after day?"
Here's what my sweetheart said:

"Que sera, sera,
Whatever will be, will be;
The future's not ours to see.
Que sera, sera,
What will be, will be."

Now I have Children of my own.
They ask their mother, "What will I be?"
Will I be handsome?
Will I be rich?"
I tell them tenderly:

"Que sera, sera,
Whatever will be, will be;
The future's not ours to see.
Que sera, sera,
What will be, will be.
Que Sera, Sera!"

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Random..

is sunday, when everybody is sleeping til late morning..

i am in the office starting my shift..
when can i have both my weekend free, like totally..??

anyway...


My fav pineapples with black sauce = "yummy!!"
mummy was like saying pineapple is very good for those who wanna slim down as the sugar contain is super low..
recommended to eat with salt or black sauce with chili padi.. "drools"


eyelashes and coffee from thailand
courtesy from SIL..

this few days i have been eating tons of fattening food..and..
SOUL GARDEN!!
dots dots dots.. how to slim down when there is like so many good food..
most of all.. all my friends, colleagues say i don't eat.. see i eat..
is like"sie wan's friday" = to my everyday..

hearts to my baby for doing all the cooking while eating at soul's..
keke.. "xin fu"
LOVES!! xoxo


p/s: he smiles.. like every time we take pics.. =D "wink wink"

the love song i would love to sing to him.
..
Christine Glass - My Love Will Take You Home

If you wander off too far, my love will get you home.
If you follow the wrong star, my love will get you home.
If you ever find yourself, lost and all alone,
get back on your feet and think of me, my love will get you home.
Boy, my love will get you home.

If the bright lights blinds your eyes, my love will get you home.
If your troubles break your stride, my love will get you home.
If you ever find yourself, lost and all alone,
get back on your feet and think of me, my love will get you home.
Boy, my love will get you home.

If you ever feel ashamed, my love will get you home.
When there's only you to blame, my love will get you home.
If you ever find yourself, lost and all alone,
get back on your feet and think of me, my love will get you home.
Boy, my love will get you home.

If you ever find yourself, lost and all alone,
get back on your feet and think of me, my love will get you home.
Boy, my love will get you home,
Boy, my love will get you home.

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"Human Trafficking"

"Human Trafficking" is another great show that i have watched this past weeks other than "Sister's Keeper" recommended by nisa..

Is not drugs or anything else that are so valuable to make money this few days..
girls, woman, young kids.. are being kidnap and having their bodies being force on by mans.. average of 12 time per day.. gosh.. can you imagine that.. how much of pain and humiliation they went through every single day.. even being this film made and aired, human trafficking is still on-going.. just becos there are still such psycho who are still interested in such kind of sick sex urge.. gosh.. sometimes i am just thinking we are in such a "sick sick world" with such person living around us.. and for mans to treat woman as sex slaves.. selling for money.. "hope they die in fire" like in "drag me to hell".. the youngest victim in the film was like not even 10yrs old.. can you imagine that.. well, i just hope that they can bust every single one of those psycho so that we, woman.. children can live in a safe world..

p/s: great show.. highly recommended to watch it..

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He still care and mind..

this is what i realize.. my guy always say he don care, he don mind.. actually he do..
after clubbing session on Halloween night, he react different.. he have nightmares, which usually happens to me only.. he dream that i left him for another guy.. yesterday, he saw the pics that i took with colin and tien when clubbing and asked.. is his hand over ur shoulder, i replied.. yes.. feeling abit awkward.. feeling guilty too.. but is like nowadays, friends do that all the time.. *correct me if i am wrong* friendly gesture.. is that common now?? i can't be like telling the person "pls get ur hands off my shoulder".. it will make the situation wierd... but i know that when my bf see that, he will feel uneasy and if i were him.. i will too.. who will like to see their gf or bf so friendly with others right??!! after that night of clubbing, i kinda like it *honestly*.. is like i am starting to explore things that i never get to do it when i am younger... on the other hand, i feel very guilty.. he wont tell me not to go, he wont say i cannot go, he wont stop me from going.. but i know deep down, he mind alot.. he started to feel unsecure.. and it kinda hurts me to see that i make him have this kinda feeling.. that was not i intended... although somtimes i would like him to feel that i am important.. but not to this kinda extend.. i am not gonna make any promise to him that i wont go clubbing with my friends as i am not sure whether i will or not.. just dont want to give him any empty promises.. i am going through a stage that i am not sure how to react too.. is like i like to do this thing.. on the other point, i dont want him to feel unsecure.. dilemma..

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Anniversary

Happy 8yrs Anniversary to US..

Hopefully next year, 27 Oct will mark our new journey together...

p/s: more pics will be uploaded in my next post... stay tune..

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Happening Oct Part 3

Yesterday went back to JB home straight after work..
Have my nails and hair touch up done.. mission complete..

Late afternoon, mummy told me that we are gonna have dinner with godmother's family for dinner as my small cousin is also having his birthday on 31st oct.. *happy advance birthday*.. such a coincidence, mum told godmother that it was my actual birthday.. so we went to have a small dinner celebration for both of us.. he is 9 yrs old and i'm 24.. gosh.. so old.. but its the looks that count.. so hide ur age with ur face by taking care..

after the celebration, rush back home bath my niece change her cloths as she poo.. brother is coming back home soon and my parents will drive me down at the same time to pick him up.. my niece was like clinging to me the whole time.. even when my dad carries her she cry for me.. my mum was like saying maybe she mistaken me for her mum.. whaahhah.. it the car, she was playing with my bag at the back seat.. she use to be active.. but yesterday, her head lean on my hand.. she dose off.. so cute.. ask dad to carry her as we are reaching JB custom..

while walking to the checking terminal, i really miss my family... time spend with them is so little... and i appreciate every moment of it.. how i wish they are in sg so that i can spend every min at home with them while i am not working.. always envy my friends as they can go back to their family everyday.. *cry* is even worst after i saw "sisters keeper" is superb... mums are born to be fighters and never will give up for their children..

really miss them alot...
p/s: wishing my kor kor a very happy birthday, we all loves you alot..

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happy birthday to me..

Finally is 24 oct...

When i reached ofiice, i found a cake on my desk.. =D
PY bought a doreamon cake for me, cute.. hehe.. thanks for the cake girl, i love it..

Will be going back JB later after work to get my hair and nails done...
Have a small celebration with my family too, daddy was aking me last week.. hehe..
Shall upload more pics when i am back...
Have a great weekend everybody.. cheers..

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Happening Oct Part 2

yesterday night met up with babe, sorry for being late... went to bugis (iluma) for dinner at thai express *babe recommendation* is superbly nice.. all the spiciness just so shiok.. haha.. ordered by fav sour plum soda.. using alot of tissue while having my dinner.. hehe.. by the time we finish out dinner, our stomach is just so warm.. as a result of too much spicy food..haha.. after that we headed to bugis juction for photo taking session.. took 3 photo sticker all turn out nicely, satisfy.. hehe..
babe's hubby came to pick up after that and i am off to work... want to thank her for the time to meet me up for my birthday celebration simply just loving her accompany.. eventhough it was short by is fulfilling.. will tresure our friendship and there will be definitely more yrs of birthday with her.. =D as this marks the first yr that we celebrate for each other birthday..

was planning to go back JB today.. as i need to get my hair dye, nails done and celebration with my family.. but.. as this moment i am having doubts on going back as i am really tired and i miss my baby so much eventhough we see each other but.. the time spend with him was so short.. *cry* i really need more time.. so many things but too little time.. anyway.. still deciding and if i am going back i am so gonna buy nisa her fav "choco indulgenge" from secret receipe.. as she has been carving for a long time.. haha.. but if i am not.. shall get it for her when i go back JB...

shall end here and... another few more hrs is officially my "bird day".. eventhough i got to celebrate it like a few days ago.. i am still feeling 24 oct special.. haha..

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Happening Oct Part 1

met up with my jie mei last night for my birthday celebration.. is been quite awhile since i celebrate my birthday with them and all of us managed to come.. super happy.. met up around 7pm.. while waiting for colin, went to buy ice coffee from "ya kun".. so bitter.. luckily jun help me to finish it.. yan ni and tien was like saying everytime drink coffee, addicted le ah.. i say no.. just for the sick of drinking it to slim down.. as coffee really helps.. i know is no good, slow death.. but i will slowly cut down when i reach my target weight.. took train to queenstown and took a cab to little bali.. my second time there.. super in love with the surroundings.. it just a place to chill with ur friends and love ones.. yan ni was like saying this place is so suitable for couples.. yea, it really is.. check out their webby http://www.littlebali.com/ they have lots of packages..

we ended up oredering a BBQ seafood platter and a bottle of red wine.. the food was alright still prefer the time when i fisrt visit little bali with baby's and his friend as his friend really knows what to order.. but overall was great... i have a cup of red wine.. looking at the photos now, i face is really red and having headache.. gosh.. i am a lousy drinker.. and i dont really enjoy drinking.. cos the after affect is really terrible.. have to pay money for the drink and u feel terrible after that, kinda not my thing.. wahaha.. waste my stomach space too.. wahahaha.. yan ni and tien was so sweet to order a brownie for me to replace cake as they dont have it.. but i am contented already.. thanks girls.. is the thought that counts.. they also ask me what i want for my birthday and i said no need lah, they help me celebrate i am really happy le.. no need gifts... like i told babe too.. celebrating with you guys is enough for me..

after dinner we cab to clark quay to find some cool place to hangout.. reach there, we found ourselves walking up and down.. choosing which club to visit.. but i have to go to work at 12am.. so i have to forgo.. jun was saying she dont really wanna go too as she dont really like club.. ended up.. we decided to call it for the day and shift the plans to 31st oct, to celebrate colin and tien's bithday.. took cab to office and is like 11.15pm, super early... meeting up babe later in the evening to celebrate my birthday.. super excited.. we will be doing our nails, taking photo stickers "second time" and hopefully stanley can meet up for dinner so that we can visit our old western shop.. the food there is super yummy.. have been wanting to visit the place back but not sure how to get there.. keke..

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DnD 2009 & Birthday Celebrations plans...

This year DnD will be @ Singapore Botanical Gardens..
Simply love the atmosphere... super nice... is great to chill in places like this as you will just relax.. 18 Dec, theme "wild costumes".. did talk about the costumes with mich, PY and tini.. as they stated to wear like flinstones, me and mich was like thinking one of us be "Betty Rubble" and "Wilma Flintstone".. haha.. cute.. PY and me was like thinking also.. as everybody knows that she is in love with spongebob, so i suggest to her y not u be spongebob lah.. wahaha... the first reaction she say "ok" excitedly.. but where to get so big sponge sia.. burst to laugh.. wahaha.. even worst.. we went to like suggesting to wear like "nurse", "school girls" suddenly all the SM chars coming out.. whahaha... buay ta han.. monday i also suggested like y not do like wondergirls.. all the helpdesk as 1 team.. chio right.. rock too.. PY was like are u serious.. can consider ah.. is nice since we wanna look nice for DnD too.. "zombie bride" kept coming to my mind too.. cos i watched the mean girls and lindsay did it in the movie.. haha.. hmm... everything is not set yet as.. we still have to see who get to go and who is on duty.. let faith decides.. hehe..

This coming 2 weeks will be a busy week for me.. birthday week and annivesary.. meetups and more meetups.. today night, will be meeting my "jie mei" for dinner at little bali.. simply love this place.. will bring babe next time round..

meeting my babe for celebration tomorrow.. fri or sat i might be going back JB as my parents wants to celebrate for me too.. baby's parents wants to celebrate for me too.. on sat's night.. will be having dinner at ichiban sushi cwp.. jap food..

really need to buy more time.. gosh.. as i still need to get my hair colour, do nails and trim eyebrow b4 faizal and sharifah wedding.. is sec sch renion.. so i wish to look the best i can be.. wahaha.. =P

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spending time with my family

finally i have a day off... went back to JB and spend time with my family, miss them so much.. my niece is getting bigger.. super cute and adorable...

yesterday morning we went city square old town and have breakfast.. ordered prawn noodles, is super big bowl and super nice.. love it.. my niece have started to ask for food when she sees that we are eating.. banging on the table, shouting, making all sorts or noises.. haha.. makes my day to see her so active.. my kai xin guo.. daddy, mummy and me will like take turns to feed her.. mouth open big big when food is in front of her.. haha.. after that we went to watson as my facial and facial wipe has finish.. as usual alot of shops are having sale, tempted to buy everything.. haha.. mummy and daddy bought my niece back home after watson and shoes shopping as my niece need her nap..

decided to go shopping alone as i still need to shop a dress for faizal and sharifah's wedding.. have eye on a dress and romper but never bought it a few weeks ago.. i am always like this, when i see things i like i wont but it immediately.. will take time to consider.. haha.. usually this will make me regret as by the time when i went back to the shop to look for the piece of cloth that i wanted to buy is ofs... always never learn my lesson.. but luckily, this time round both are still available, super happy.. tried on other, tempted to buy too.. but have to watch my spending too.. so ended up forgo some items..

cannot soncentrate right now, super tired now.. i need to sleep.. miss my bed badly and i am having this sore throat that is killing me... 2 hrs more to go...

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cannot be lazy...

this past one week have been in NTT.
working morning shift 8am-5pm, sheged..
woke up at 5am everyday reach home at 6 plus nearly 7pm..

this tuesday yan ni brought tien, me and colin for a facial lesson at "Mary Kay".
It was a great lesson on how to use the right way to clean our face.
and guess what is totally free.. hehe.. it was yan ni's sister introduce us in.. the next lesson is on.... "make up" omg!! simply excited... wahahaha... keeping my finger cross that i am on morning shift and able to attend it. cos i am simply in love with all this lesson on grooming myself and i think is awesome to know more.. though i am tired but.. still have to take good care of my skin and look good for myself.. i dont want to be a old hagged lady... been using mask for the past weeks and i feel great about it. as they always say "mei you chou nu ren zi you lan nu ren" *apologies for my bad han yu pin ying* this month cawai's magazine they also features their models without makeup.. them with make up is stunning.. and their face is super flawless.. so a piece of advise, even if you are very very busy and tired.. still have to take good care of your face and body.. like using mask, use UV protection cream, drink lots of water... *thank babe for teaching me how to use mask*

after 1 plus month past, my items from spree has arrived.. so happy!! thank you julia.. Tried on all the cloths and all i can fit on.. but the white/navy dress, the white top part is kinda transparent.. have to wear a inner top.. the bag is also kinda dissapointing, quality not as i expected.. but overall still alright. i also bought a romper from wdl metro. light jean colour with polka dots, cost $26.90 after discount. hehe.. i still want to buy a dress for sec school gathering on 31 oct also have to go for hair dyeing, mani/pedi and eyebrow trimming.. pack pack pack...


I have some good news to share.. First, Adila have given to a healthy baby gerl yesterday. when i saw the pic on the bus, my hair stand up.. too happy and surprise.. haha.. how i wish to have my own babies too.. they are so adorable.. hehe.. wants to tell her to rest well and we will visit you soon.. take care and enjoy your maternity leave.. haha..

Second, our schedule have changed for the month of oct.. yay!!! i will be in TTNI for the next 2 weeks but some weekends i will still need to go back to NTT.. but, i am contented at least is better..

Third, my baby has received an email yesterday from MBS saying that they have review his qualifications and he is now promoted to "Dealer Inspecter" super duper happy.. as this will be a turning point for us...

There is a bad new also... yesterday we went to blk 768 to have our dinner.. we prepare to go home, just standing beside our car. but i was thinking to take stuffs to alin as earlier i planning to meet her up for dyi mani/pedi session at her wdl house but i was too tired. so i decided to drop by her house to give her the cloths and magazine that i helped her to buy. but she haven reply yet, so i think is still early and ask baby to go with me and buy prawn crackers.. as i am shopping, there is a loud siren sound, baby say police.. *panick* he quickly rush to his car to check and i am paying for my tibits... as i was walking to the car, baby called and say we kena summons le.. WTH!!! sian... haiz... i shall not have went to buy those tibits... i can only blame myself... $100+ fly away liao and baby kena deduct 3 demirit points.. *sorry baby* lesson learn shall not waste my time when parking illegal.

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"sui neng liao jie wo de xin ku"... *cry*
heart is aching, tears are dropping...

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Counting down to Anniversary

Counting down...
Exactly One more month and is our 8yrs Anniversary!!
super excited...

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"Happening" 25 September ... Mummy's birthday... Baby's graduation..
very very busy day...Really make full use of the whole day day... *schedule is packed*

Brother and sil is still in SG til 12am plus... butt itchy, watch "phobia 2" until so late no more bus back to JB* end up baby and me have to go in much earlier.. in the middle of the night... 2 plus AM... while on our way to JB, one of the car tire was making some funny noises.. we stop and check, found nothing.. conitinue to drive back to my JB house.. reach home and checked and found that there is a "nail" on his tire.. luckily the tire is hard enough and air is not leaking out.. we have to wait til morning to let the tire workshop check.. woke up 10 plus.. and off we go to check on the tires.. end up there is like 4 "nails" in "1" tire!!! WTH... how does all this nails get into one tire... bro and baby was saying maybe is the junction we miss to turn and run our way to near to the right of the road and kena... >.< indirectly say is my fault..baby also say i am very lousy at giving road directions..*sian face* anyway the damage cost RM5 only.. cheap sia.. hehe..


Mummy's Birthday
Hope that she love the lunch and have a very happy day that day..



After that we went City Square.. bought DVDs, Program CDs, Games CDs, Baby's shoe, Magazines and Secret Receipe cakes for Nisa... hehe... wanted to buy cloths and shoes but no time le... baby say next time come in and buy.. hehe.. maybe next week *thinking* since i working 12-9am... went back SG at 3 plus 4pm... smooth traffic, not much cars.. hehe... hate traffic jam...



by the time we reach home prepare is already 5 plus le... late le...

Baby's Graduation
Want to congrats him for graduating.. so happy for him..



After that we went to have a drink a this superb place with amazing ambiance.. *very good recommendation from jiaen* food and drink is great too... yum yum.. most important is the place is very good for chatting.. *highly recommeded*


was thinking to go that place for my birthday too.. hehe..

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Yeah!!! i am very happy today.. hehe.. =D
Nisa has agreed to change shift with me after a few days of consideration.
She ask her mum that whether she should change shift with me as it was my mum's birthday.
Her mum told her to change with me as next time if she needed help to change shift and is her mum's birthday i can return her a favor too.. hehe, thank you so much Nisa and Nisa's mum..
I promise to treat her KFC.. hehe..

Joyce's spree has finally arrived with my stock..
actually i bought 1 working pants, 1 jeans and a top but the jeans and the top is oos... *sob*
shall buy another time.. whahaha as my colleagues here are super into spree and my boss too.. thank you Julia for helping us coordinating with the seller.. =D
the working pants seem big, shall try it when i get home *excited* wahaha...

Today i woke up late, woke up abt 2pm.. was slightly late for work.. >.never get to wash my clothing as i woke up late, tomorrow will be a busy day for me.
have to really get up early so as to wash my cloths..

I miss my sil "mango salad", yummy...
she always make it for me.. noodles salad is also nice.. *drooling*

I like only to put ikan bilis inside my mango salad...

Hope this week Tini, Xiao Lan & Pei Yun training will be better than what we have last week.

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Dad's birthday
friday (18 sep) was my dearest daddy's birthday.
although i am not feeling well, i went back to celebrate dad's birthday with my family.
my mum's birthday is on (25 sep) a week later after my dad's birthday.
kor kor was not able to make it as he have some urgent working matters to attend to..
so that left with mummy, daddy, sil, viya(niece) and me..
we all have a sumptuous meal in a Chinese restaurant which the singer sings english songs.. whahaha.. but it was kinda nice..
total bill was $133 for 4 person, not bad for 4 persons and the food is good too..
it was on my treat, hehe... as long as my parents is happy, i am happy! =D

saturday the next day, daddy wanted to go ktv at red box (pelangi plaza).
RM 22++ with 1 cup of drink and buffet high tea.. total bill turn out to be RM71 for 3 person, is actually kinda cheap and the room is big, service not bad and sound system good too.. lots of song! (pics to be uploaded)

this week i manage to meet up with my bestie, Alin babe..
we just love eat others accompany... took quite long time to decide to have our dinner ended up eating jap food in paragon, the food not bad too... walk walk around and we went home as Alin babe scare that i will be super tired the next day of work. Alin babe hubby's came to pick us home. Really paiseh as he drive me all the way home and have not taken his dinner... >.really wanna say a big thank you to him and Alin babe for driving me home.. hehe.. love the pics i took with her... =D

Lastly, i hope that i can change shift with my colleague on this friday(25 sep).. super imporatant to me as is my mummy's birthday and is baby's graduation day! keeping my finger cross...

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depress.. emo..
lots of stuff running in my head..
have not been well this 2 days, taken mc and resting at home..
my body is failing me.. left thumb shaking non-stop, doc say if after one week still like that have to refer to specialist.. gosh.. what really happen to me ???!!! dunnoe what should i do.. days in NTT really sux, XL emotions taking over her too.. been crying when we are there.. lots of unexpected things and not sure what our future holds.. we only have the 3 of us to hold on to.. though i keep telling XL to be strong and give herself more time, but me myself is holding on too so that to keep XL and tini motivated as i know we cant give up.. "pek chek" and "sad"...

things started to change when i thought my life in TTNI is gonna turn out great.. the 8 girls in helpdesk are so bonded.. loves to joke and miss the laughter... just as i thought there is not gonna be any changes.. TTNI has signed up with NTT to do support for them... the reason i left my old company was becos it was outsource, transition is terrible.. now.. i have to go through with it... y all IT company likes transition... sob... scare of being alone, scare of changes, scare that i cant cope, scare that i let julia down as i know taking mc for the pass 2 days is no good as we are having training.. question myself y i keep going out when i know my own body needs a rest.. feel stupid.. feel miserable..

Just hoping for the best.. hope that we can be back in TTNI like the old days although i have been there for like 9 months only, there is like my second home with all my sisters... miss u girls badly... "holding on"... *cry*...

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