Feeling of getting my hair perm

Feel like perming my hair...
but...
my mum & baby will sure say "don't"..
as i have perm my hair a few yrs ago and it spoils my hair that i have to keep trimming it til the spoil hair has all been chop off..

Now that my hair is longer.. i have the feeling to perm again..
worst is that after coloring my hair, it has done some damage to my hair..
so if i go for perming.. the chances of getting my hair damage again is very likely..
but.. but..
so envy those girls with gorgeous curly hair..

envy.. envy.. envy..

guess i will have to stick to using the curler and do it temporary when i want it..